Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Pain

I am writing this with much pain and heartache. I had to give up our adoption. I am having medical issues that extend further than adoption. I have to put myself first for the first time in my adult life. I feel that Dillon/Maxim and Tania/Zhenya are my kids. I have struggled with this decision for 4 months. It does me no good to adopt children, if I am unhealthy. It's not fair for them, if I keep dragging them along. They deserve a loving home. I need several surgeries this year. If and when I am done, if either are still available I WILL come get them. I love them, with all my heart. I hope and pray that I am not looked down apon. I love them enough to give them another chance. These kids deserve to be loved and cherished. I just can't give them my whole self right now. Now.....6 months from now is a different story:).  If you want to know anything about either, please contact me. These are great kids. They deserve a family.

They are on reeces rainbow http://reecesrainbow.org/79033/dillon